Posting Will Be Light to Nonexistent
My home life is disintegrating right now and a relationship of over 15 years may be coming to a halt. This just hit me out of the blue last Sunday night and right now I'm numb both mentally and emotionally. Politics is the last thing from my mind
So I just wanted to warn you all that posts here will be light to nonexistent for the time being instead of just dropping out of sight without warning.
15 fucking years, 15 of the last good years of my life. Ironically, it's my political extremism, or "negativity", is what's one of the root causes. According to my "better half", the only things keeping us together at this point is a fear of living alone and financial co-dependence.
I can't be other than what I am no matter what's at stake. I can't be an optimistic Pollyanna, I can't be a poet anymore, and I cannot live up to your idealized version of me.
Why do these things happen to good people? It boggles the mind and fills the heart with tears.